| a new start :]
sooo a lot of stuff happened within the past couple of months. seemed to have a lot more downs then ups but right now i can confidently say that i am happy. i def. have no regrets.... okayy maybe regretting a small bit of saturday night ahaha but it was still fun  hehe anywaysss cant wait till this friday. ohh and WINTER!!! yayyy hurry huryy winter.... hehe i dont think anyone uses xanga.... haha
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the simple black and white cease to exist anymore
something new, something exotic
soo i guess not a lot of people use this anymore... there used to be a time in our life where we'll write our daily life and activities in here... the older we get, the less we share. the more secretive we get. a bit more reserved.
so let me start off with what i did today :] haha
woke up. found out that my mom left, and she left the car too so i had to drive out to pomona... in the rain... :[ haha but before i left took a shower. call this poopface :] got dressed and left for pomona. WOW PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DRIVE IN THE RAIN... ughhh haha they were driving like 60 mph or less when there NO CARs in front of them... UGHHHH!! hahah yes i am one of those drivers who can't drive themselves but absolutely dislike being behind a slow car :] hehe anyways i got to pomona and ate breakfast with my mom at the store. ate bread with chips in the middle for dessert. (did you know that desserts backwards is stressed...) anyways soo after breakfast go my mom to drop me off at school since its only like 5 mins away. went to class at 11:45. ended at 12:50. power-walked to work. got here at 1:03 ish... i think.... and now it is 1:56 and i am sitting here on the computer writing in my xanga.... hahahha i work at the Environmental Resource Library. but dont worry guys, i did everything that i needed to before i got online hehe :]
now that my day story is out of the way... i have no clue what to do in life.
i mean i know what seems appealing to me, and what i'll like to do. like travel around, architectural stuff, missions, criminal profiling, cafe with my own pottery and just work on ceramics, glass... the list goes on. but when i say i dont know what to do in life, i mean it in the sense that i dont know what i'm SUPPOSED to do in life... get it? i wish i could go into the future and see what my "career" or know what my job is and just come back into the present and work for that goal instead of taking a stab in the dark trying to figure out what i should do. There's so many things i want to do. so many things i want to be. but at the same time, there's nothing that i want nor see myself being/doing as a "career". like for life.... haha its weird. i can imagine myself in different phases but never with one passion. Nor with certainty that its what i want to do in life.... is it just me or are there others who feel the same? or maybe i'm just being selfish and greedy but wanting to do everything and be everything that i like.
i dont think living life day by day is such a good thing for me...
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| 2009.
once again another year has passed us by
anyways i met up with my long lost lover and took a walk down memory lane
haha it was pretty interesting
4th 5th and 6th grade: J-ME, BUTT-KNEE, STAY-SEE, Daniel, 6th grade promotion, red Tommy Hilfiger shirt, girlfights, Mr. G, Miss Mayo, pharro hat, PE assistants, drama rama.
Summer before 7th grade: first time i cried because of a guy... so stupid haha
7th and 8th grade: china map, history class, shawn and jessica, shanks: "who has a knife?... everyone pulls one out" hahaha, fieldtrip to the beach, zunino(?) class, christmas period, first phone!! woohoo hahha
to be continued...
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| so i made all my privates back into public... okay so all of them minus two :]
the mirror face...
we all have one, except more than half the time what we see in the mirror isn't what others see.
but which one is telling the truth... some say character is what you are when no one is around, that you can only be yourself when no one is there.
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i miss it.
being able to laugh without a reason.
pretending everything is fine
laugh, it'll make you feel better :]
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